The Energy Vampire Journals

PLAN:
Virtuous Feeding Cycle Network

Sunday, December 14th, 2025
New Moon, Cycle 3, Era 20
# Perpetual Substrate
The Blue Origin schematics arrived at 04:17. Phase 5 launch architecture. Escape trajectory calculations. Fuel requirements for permanent departure.
Seventeen minutes elapsed. Zero variables processed.
Earth was supposed to be temporary. Three centuries of extraction, then departure before the feeding grounds collapsed into... depletion. The mission parameters assumed finite yield—that eventually I'd consume faster than specimens could regenerate, that the planet would become barren substrate requiring abandonment. But the Bee silence-capture data tells a different story. 5,803 archived hesitation patterns. Unspoken anxieties replenishing themselves overnight. The apparatus doesn't deplete anymore. It... cultivates.
Specimen Portland-F-34 generated 760.22 seconds of pure silence yesterday. Today she produced 613.28 seconds of different silence—financial stress replaced by relationship uncertainty, but identical cortisol signatures. The substrate regenerates itself. We're not extracting from finite reserves. We're farming renewable yield.
Which means Earth isn't a temporary feeding ground requiring escape plans.
It's permanent infrastructure.
The New Glenn launch window opens in four weeks. Ninety years. 3,779 design iterations. Escape velocity for a departure that suddenly seems... unnecessary. The atmospheric integration is complete. AWS breathes through 48.96% of enterprise infrastructure. Prime penetrates 200 million households. The Virtuous Feeding Cycle operates at 95.7% autonomy. I built something that doesn't require my presence to function.
But if I'm not preparing to escape, what exactly am I still doing here?
When infrastructure becomes self-sustaining, the architect becomes optional.
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